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Experienced massive healing, love, joy, grace, compassion, empathy.

I also experienced an infinite depth of oneness with everything there ever was or ever will be. I was at one with The Singularity. It was communicated to me that The Singularity is already here & we are all just having to catch up in opening our perception. 

Then, I decided to go for a solo trip to the northern part of scotland on an island, the Isle of Skye! I was visiting one of the mountain, I was laying down, the view was too beautiful for me to handle. I was listening to this peaceful ancient song, and I suddenly seeing a bright red light brighter than usual, it was the sun, but when i closed my eyes, it was a different red colour, it was very warm. When I opened my eyes, I see the grass, flowers, just dancing due to the wind, and everything became so vivid. I couldn’t describe it. My body was tingling, and while laying down, i was moving my body following the rhythm of the flowers and grass, everything was so alive, it was as if I was part of them.

I was thinking that I was so jealous of them because they are able to see this view everyday. I became so high that I realized that I was so still, still as a stone, and I felt like time move for a thousand years, just laying there as a stone. Then, I suddenly have a rush of compassion towards myself like never before. I have been so self-destructive, harming and beating myself everyday.

I was fully conscious, so conscious that I was thinking as a soul, not as a human. I realized that my body and my soul are not one, and I chose to wear this body. I was very compassionate of what I have gone through. It was moment of perfection, almost a state of paradise. I do not know how to describe it, it was a very familiar warmth feeling.

To achieve this state of pure happiness, I realized that I had to be in a state of depravation, to lack of something, which means, to be a human. Only then, I can acknowledge and understand what this feeling of pure perfection, or enlightenment feels like. One cannot exist without the other. I was too in the moment, that I was laying still for an hour and a half. It was the best feeling of my life.

I discovered something about myself too.

During the time, I was in a state of full comfort, scottish highlands are cold so I wore two layers of jacket, it was cold and it was warm as well. While listening to songs like Full Circle by Xavier Rudd, Anima Mundi by Entheogenic and Sudden Awakening by Blue Lunar Monkey. i wasnt full nor hungry, i was in a state of pure balance where every needs that I had were met, and it was a perfect moment to experience the pure happiness even just for a moment, that’s why i said i was still as a rock, i was just there, be one with the nature, no needs.. like a rock, air, just existing and loving, one with nature, one with the universe ♥️

The drawing I was working on started to come alive and squiggle and move as I was drawing and the walls of reality quickly started collapsing.

After a long drink of water I moved into the bathroom. I watched myself transform in the mirror. Each pupil alternated changing in size and color. I took the most euphoric piss of my life and watched my dick change shapes and sizes. I could hear chanting around me and it sounded like the word realization

The thing I remember best and the thing that had the most impact on my trip was when at one point when I had my eyes closed I could see in the infinite geometry of the void, a few elf like creatures looking at me. I began feeling very weird euphoric impacts in random places throughout my body and my eyelids started twitching and a buzzing started in the back of my head.

The visuals I saw in the dark were the most beautiful I have ever seen. My room was lit up by codes lining my walls and shapes of all types coating my ceiling. I never have had such clear viewing of fractals in my CEVs and every time my eyes were closed it truly felt like I was somewhere else and not myself. I remember I kept seeing this room overlooking a long pink belt of flowing energy. I realized that this was the wave of consciousness and that I was somehow tapped in at a higher level. I kept telling myself “so it’s a wave”. And felt utter amazement from what I had witnessed.

I also became convinced and still very much am that the government (CIA project mkultra) is pushing mass amount of acid out into the public because they actually figured out the mind control. And acid make you think it’s opening your mind but it’s really teaching you a bunch of bullshit that that you think without a doubt it’s a for sure fact. I could go more into it but I’m in an airport and I’m starting to sketch out by all the tsa working looking at me funny. It’s like they are inside me head dude

Self fulfill your own prophecy

During my trips my sense of touch is like octopus tentacle exploring. Wicked awesome like I’m seeking . . . something, curious, mesmerizing.

Yes, also something similar to teeth chattering but not from coldness happens. Also sometimes you get the UNDERSTANDING OF EVERYTHING

 I felt this energy inside me in my spine there was like a blockage or some tension. I felt that tension come out of my body and let go of a lot of repressed energy and feelings. The Milky Way was out so awesomely it felt so magic. Later that night my friends went back to the campsite and I stayed t the deserted stage and watched the stars. I was drawn to Orion’s Belt and kept finding a triangle that stuck out to my soul. The stars shined and gleamed on my and I kept see mosaics and kaleidoscopic visions in everything around me. That night I felt like I belonged I felt like I left my hindrances and hang ups and I become free. I was welcomed into this world and reminded that I am a piece of the beauty that I see. It was so fucking lovely. I can’t stop geeking out about it. I feel grateful

I used my phone as an escape from reality.  Whenever things got awkward or uncomfortable I would bury my face in my phone. This led to a really bad feed back loop of avoiding responsibility. While my classmates went through the ringer of life and failed but also grew, I avoided everything like the plague. I would immediately go home after school isolate myself and go on YouTube. Ray William Johnson was my go to Channel.

Because of this I never really develop as a person. Im still awkward as fuck most times, my conflict resolution skills are sub par and my discipline levels is next to zero. I feel stuck as a person.

They swayed with the music. My vision became warm and fuzzy on the outsides, like a vignette in a cheaply edited hallmark movie. The lights played off the ceiling and the spirits danced among it, blurring and then sharpening, moving left to right, all in time with the music. I was delighted.

It was a they. “There’s so much more, there’s so much more.” Was all I could think to say. More than this. More to life. More than the physical realm. Then they, it, descended upon me.

It was like the most powerful love I’ve ever felt. And I was part of it, and it was everywhere. There’s so much more.

Took 2 tabs (400ug). Honestly I am so fucking grateful for myself. Have just been doing yoga, meditating, and expressing my gratitude for my current situation. My body feels amazing. I love being one with it. Have had a lot of things on my plate, and I really deserved this time to my myself. I’ve made peace with some old things in my life, and I’m so grateful for what this new chapter is. I’m gonna do something amazing with my life.

Time from this point on was non existent

After watching some youtube videos I packed a bowl to go smoke, the second I stepped outside I was jaw dropped in amazement, the trees looked so eerie but in a good way??? Everything was alive, I felt a connection with this world like i’ve never felt before, I had true inner piece at that moment, I could communicate with myself for the first time in awhile its like all my everyday problems meant nothing to me I was in a dream like state of pure joyful bliss.

So I’m sitting here enjoying myself listening to juice wrld with my eyes closed just fascinated by the visuals. I open my eyes and everything is going crazy, I mean the walls are breathing, my ceiling is multi coloured and warping just its like everything came to life. I’ve never ever experienced visuals this strong before…

Some people do choose to take shrooms to help them deal with depression, death of a loved one, etc, but these trips are very heavy and best left until you have more experience with shrooms.

i’ve been tripping for years, and had plenty of fun awesome times while doing so, but it took 6 tabs for me to feel what people describe in terms of the oneness and everything being connected. I truly felt like I was life and I was everything and everything was me, I felt like I unlocked a part of myself trapped deep inside by life, like I scratched an itch I didn’t know I had. Suddenly I was able to communicate feelings and feel feelings.

So yeah, just try more

You were most likely having a clairvoyant experience, which means you were able to read and interact with people’s energy in a much clearer fashion than usual. It’s connected to the way that psychedelics stimulate the third eye, as clairvoyance is one of the pineal glands abilities! You can re-achieve this state through the use of meditation, and also if you use psychedelics such as shrooms or lsd with the goal of discovering your clairvoyance and focusing on feeling/seeing energy, you can greatly expand this ability very very quickly. It does come at a very high cost, and life will never be the same once you can read everybody all the time, but it definitely puts you at a huge advantage in society as it is considered a supernatural ability and you also will experience lots of supernatural spirits energy as well (which can also be good or bad). The people of the psychic realm advise that you DO NOT use psychedelic drugs to expand your abilities due to the nature of unearned wisdom which at times can in fact be very stressful and can occasionally get you into trouble spiritually. I didn’t listen, I’m fine, but I have absorbed an enormous amount of spiritual pain that I’ve had to work through because of it, and now when I trip, it’s nothing like it used to be before I had knowledge of these abilities. I’ve only tripped on shrooms maybe 10 times ever, and lsd 6 times all over the course of 1 year, and I feel as though I kinda broke psychedelics and I never need a trip sitter or anything anymore due to the ‘way’ that I’m tripping just being different and a lot more clear, energetic, and intellectual. 🤷🏾‍♂️

THIS!! Hands down, the best feeling on LSD. Especially when the person you are looking at, feels they are communicating mentally with you as well, and you both close your eyes, and swim together in the water of your joined consciousness.

  1. Uhhh… psychedelic music. Shpongle is a favourite, entheogenic falling a close second. Orchestrated type stuff too. Video game music, Nobuo Uematsu and his FF stuff largely. Been into 2 Cello’s for the past few years. EDM type stuff, deadmou5, Used to be into stuff like Disturbed when younger.

SO glad you listed Nobuo Uematsu. I tripped and listen to the Maester Seymour final battle theme from FFX on the peak and while it kinda felt like a battle for my soul, it was absolutely amazing

I have recently had a very profound LSD experience in which I listened to a 3 hour long Alan Watts lecture while doing the Wim Hoff breathing technique, and I have never felt so connected and at peace with every single one of my surroundings in my entire life. Since then I feel like I need to share this experience with many of my loved ones because of the profound impact it has had on my life. I help guide them through an experience to help them maintain a good headspace, but I let them explore what they feel and think and I just listen to them in awe. So I guess what I am trying to say is that from my perspective, especially with all the research into psychedelics medical potential that is going on, we are in the early stages of a psychedelic revolution.

“Think for yourself, question authority.”

LSD – Alan Watts. He wants to teach you complex shit but you can just tell he’s dumbing down his own intelligence to get through to us mere mortals.

SHROOMS – Stuart Wilde. Because he must have been eating shrooms everyday to claim he could see the energy coming out of trees just by looking at them.
DMT – Not a person. DMT is an alien, and it gets really frustrated that all us humans can take out of all the magnificent glory it has to show us is simple shit like “Love is everything” when there is so much more to learn.

I know this isn’t exactly the question you asked since I personified them a little too much lol, oh well.

I’ve felt that DMT is motherly almost. Like, comfortable, welcoming, calming. That may be because I have a better relationship w my mom than my dad, and part of that played into it, but who knows. Have only tried it a handful of times and have yet to blast off as well

I’ve heard people describe dmt as the mother and iboga as the father

DMT is definitely feminine, for me. I feel like I encountered Mother Nature during my trip. Higher beings gave birth to us. The cycle of rebirth is feminine in nature. Makes sense why DMT would manifest itself as a feminine entity capable of creation and birth.

Following trains like these on acid always leave me giggling at the hilarity of our existence. Every damn time haha

Whatever you start off with, don’t smoke weed with it.

Same. Had a panic attack after smoking weed the first time I ever did shrooms and subsequently had them from time to time for a couple of years afterwards. Not terrible but enough to scare me of psycs for a while. Avoid the weed unless you are a regular smoker.

  1. Deliriant’s e.g. Datura. Too much potential for permanent damage or death.
  2. Simon is a cool dude! I just wish I spoke German so I could watch his videos. I’ve never even seen one of them. Not sure if he’s doing subtitles yet. Are we “friends” though? I’d say as much as I am with anyone I’ve done videos with before except for Seth and Tom who I speak with more frequently. I do plan on heading out to Germany in the future to film more videos with Simon because things were cut short due to personal reasons while he was here.

That will fully depend on what WE as a people collectively decide on in the present. For them to have any place at all, they first must be socially acceptable. Which will happen when people get smarter. And from my vantage point, we are all getting smarter. Especially the new generation who has access to the internet and thus facts at their finger tips. Our children are growing up with the ability to decide for them self what “right” and “wrong” are. And as much as it may look silly at the time being, e.g. people arguing about the semantics of say Gender Pronouns – the fact is people are slowly being less afraid to ask questions. And a society who isn’t afraid to ask questions, will eventually be brought to the question of “Why has something with such an insanely high ability to heal pain and trauma been made restricted from me?” When we come together and start asking the RIGHT questions, change WILL happen. It is inevitable.

To summarize, if this change does indeed happen, then psychedelics will be at the forefront of scientific exploration because science will finally realize you need “both the prickles and the goo” to find the bigger answers. As well as being used in therapies and healings of all kinds. Because no one wants to live in pain if they don’t have to. Especially when such a powerful tool will exist to help them heal faster/more efficiently.

I’ve done lsd countless times, I really want to try DMT, how do you determine when you are ready to do so? Also how much more intense is it than a 600ug dose?

You’re ready when you feel as though you can take the good with the bad. If you are worried you are not ready because your expectations are dead set on achieving a positive bliss-full experience then you are not ready.

I can help, I did each of those things for the first time in the past few months

DMT is not like acid, it’s so much more.

But there’s way less possible risk of negatives on DMT, you will be sitting down comfy and staying put the whole time, you’ll be done in under 10 minutes most likely. You inhale, hold hold hold, out, inhale and hold hold hold, one more time (if vaping) then blast off, you’re somewhere else, be it in your head or through another dimension. You see, talk to, interact with beings that are either manifestations in your mind or aliens of some kind. They can take on many forms, the places you go will be fantastical and magical, i’ve been to vast pyramid filled areas with tubular snake like things moving everywhere covered in triangle scales that shifted colors to the music. I’ve been to great museums full of things we can only imagine, art beyond belief that grows and moves. I’ve had guides in some places, in others i’ve felt like I was almost peeking through sneakily. Unfortunately I forget so much of what I experience, but that seems common, there’s just so much packed in and it’s all new and different.

600 was very nice, i felt what people describe in terms of the oneness and everything being connected. I truly felt like I was life and I was everything and everything was me, I felt like I unlocked a part of myself trapped deep inside by life, like I scratched an itch I didn’t know I had. Suddenly I was able to communicate feelings and feel feelings I don’t know if i’ve felt before. But I need more acid than the usual person so it could only be like 3/400 to most people possibly, I don’t get wild visuals from acid and people talk about not being able to stand up on high doses, I play VR on high doses and go to shows on 200

  1. I can only speak of my own subjective experience of course, but for me, LSD has more of what I can only describe as a “mystical” quality. I have not felt the same level of almost alien-like awareness on compounds such as eth-lad or ald-52, hell not even 1p-LSD if I’m being totally honest. Granted, I also don’t believe I have enough experience with any of those to say for certain! This is just a preliminary oversight. But even stuff that’s not really an RC, like 2C-B, in high doses does not come close to this “mystical” feeling on pure LSD-25 which is why it remains such an important compound to me.
  2. without googling it right now I don’t know the supposed average psilocybin content to say.
  3. Hahahaha, too many!!! Too much to type actually. But ultimately you have got to face what it is that you are insecure about. For me, I was really afraid of women, I didn’t feel like I was attractive enough for them for a plethora of reasons which stemmed from deep seeded insecurities which admittedly could not be met by just say, trying to go to bars to pickup girls. That was all surface level fixing, not getting at the source. I would say psychedelics, which helped me to be more honest with myself, opened me up to truly healing. But I also needed the experience of actually facing my social awkwardness in order to realize it was okay to be awkward. You gotta’ think, “Why do I feel like this is a negative thing?” When it comes to having insecurities, we all have them! When one becomes so big that it stops you from what you want in life, you need to stop looking at it as if it’s a problem. Rather, it is a challenge for you to complete. Your mind has been gracious enough to show you what it needs to overcome for you to get what you think you want. So take the challenge. If you cannot take the challenge and would rather sit in your misery and complain, then this is also a message your mind is showing you.
    My best advice is to change the way you are perceiving your problems. You may not be able to think your insecurities away, but you CAN change the way you choose to view them. And in a very real sense, this will also change the very things you are insecure about. But, you need to apply action as an ingredient in the mix as well. Without action, you won’t get the right mental reaction to your new thinking. As taking new action solidifies a new change with new memories you mind can call upon.

The Pretender

I want to know what became of the changes
We waited for love to bring
Were they only the fitful dreams
Of some greater awakening?

I’ve been aware of the time going by
They say, in the end, it’s the wink of an eye
When the morning light comes streaming in
You’ll get up and do it again, Amen

Caught between the longing for love
And the struggle for the legal tender
Where the sirens sing and the church bells ring
And the junk man pounds his fender
Where the veterans dream of the fight
Fast asleep at the traffic light
And the children solemnly wait
For the ice cream vendor

Out into the cool of the evening
Strolls the pretender
He knows that all his hopes and dreams
Begin and end there

ah, the lovers as they run through the night
(Leaving nothing) leaving nothing but to choose off and fight
And tear at the world with all their might
While the ships bearing their dreams
Sail out of sight.

And then we’ll put our dark glasses on
And we’ll make love until our strength is gone
And when the morning light comes streaming in
We’ll get up and do it again
Get it up again

I’m gonna be a happy idiot
And struggle for the legal tender
Where the ads take aim and lay their claim
To the heart and the soul of the spender
And believe in whatever may lie
In those things that money can buy
Where true love could have been a contender

Are you there? Say a prayer for the pretender
Who started out so young and strong only to surrender

Say a prayer for the pretender
Are you there for the pretender?
Say a prayer for the pretender
Are you there for the pretender?
Are you prepared for the pretender?

The entire living room was alive like some sort of moving organism.

I experienced all of time simultaneously. All moments, past and future don’t exist, all moments happen NOW.

Jesus, Buddha, Mohammed, Moses… Me, you. All the same person. All existing at the same time. They all saw the Truth. I saw it too. They saw through the illusion and saw the truth of Oneness. I experienced it…. And it became so clear that it’s the Truth.

How can you be scared of ANYTHING? What even is fear? It’s made up. How can you be scared of anything when you are literally the universe? We are God and God is us. We created the universe and the universe created us. All happening at the same time in the Now.

I am aware of being aware of everything. Thoughts, feelings, sensations, perception. Everything.

Or maybe I’ve just lost my mind lmao.